Avril Lavigne.

Monday, October 17, 2005

MONDAY

Today is Monday, that means we are getting back our results tomorrow! yeah! i think its better to get back our results, though it doesn't mean that i would do well. To me, the earlier u get back the papers, the earlier u get the scoldings for not doing well, the earlier u dun haf to worry about results and *poof*! HOLIDAYS! muahahahas...no more worrying of failures, no more worrying of tests, and can go out and have fun and eat raw fish!*Piggy me* I dun't know wad that is called but my sister said it was nice and she would soon give my birthday treat.* finally* My birthday was like 3 months ago and she is treating me now, though its mostly cause i dun't wanna go. =)) so we would b going!

Okay, so today i went to the jurong east library, alone. Hai, that Clarissa, said that she had ballet, but i was oso last min, so i was in the wrong too. Hmm, so i went into entertainment centre there and bought the WOW set meal, which i guess is the cheapest set meal in KFC, and went to look for a seat. Look, look and look , then "ei" , i saw Leon and his buddies, of course alittle surprised. hahas, then i think they din even notice me then i went away, carrying my drink, burger and coeslaw. I can't bear eating alone and seeing them in a big gang rite??!?! i mean, i seem to be used to eating with ppl, so i left and eat alone in front of the library. It doesn't make any difference though, i am still alone. And it seemed to start drizzling. Ahhh..so i gobbled down my food and went into the library. So i borrowed books, books and books. Felt lyk a solo-kia, when all the ppl are with their friends there laughing. hai...sometimes we really need to think for others, u noe? If u see anyone alone, we must always include them in ur group. I read that all beings need what? Oh yeah, UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Though it doesn't seem to link to being alone, it actually means a great deal. Everyone of us needs unconditional love, from the ones we love, our parents, blah blah. Nobody can live without it. NOBODY. It acts lyk a daily neccessity, lyk our air, water and food, except we can live alittle longer without it. Or else we will go crazy, i think. hai...being a living being is lucky and difficult. =/

Okay, back to the topic. So i went home..yeah! back home! hahas, i make my home seem so fun. =)) Then suddenly i have an urge to do something..u noe what? WRITE BOOKS! BE A WRITER! hahas...that's crazy of me... wanna write on the minds of people, becoming a physchologist and curing ppl out of their troubles and disturbance in the world of their own or the reality world. Can't wait to grow up! Though growing up is a little troublesome, that is we have to work to survive on our own, so i would write! To earn a living! hahas..that is to see how long that i wanna b a writer. But being a SINGER is still TOP ON THE LIST! No one can break that. =P Guess that's all...byee! =))

jingru
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so-avril.
7:30 PM

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